It took me a while to fully integrate and absorb the pulse and shift that the Silent Guru Mantra initiation graciously given by Sree Maa Shri Ji brought. i viewed Sree Maa Shri Ji very differently from this day on. The casualness, 'the cool dude' attitude that i sometimes kept receded and a different kind of respect, adoration and gratitude dawned, a bond between a Guru and a student where both mutually accept one another. i had fully accepted SreeMaaShri Ji for the remarkable brilliance and utmost compassion they tried to conceal under selflessness and humility and Sree Maa Shri Ji accepted me despite the apparent flaws of the doer. Sree Maa Shri Ji's brilliance and compassion outshined and resonated so soundly that the akarta - akarmi in me felt ready to surrender in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus-feet and the doer for a change, wasn't coming in the way. Interesting!
The next 4 days of the Retreat was only for the FiTs which was a continuation of the Transcendence. There were 19 of us. Sree Maa Shri Ji started the retreat with an interactive discourse about "why vegetarianism?" It was layered with sense of humour. Remember all of us bursting into peals of laughter when Sree Maa said that if anyone forces you to have meat, say that 'i will only eat it only if you are ready to serve yourself on the plate' 😂
i have been a vegetarian all my life and am aware that at least 4 generations before me have been Jains and strict vegetarians. i have been ridiculed a number of times, one such statement being 'kya bakriyon ki tarah ghaans phoos khati hai! (what grass you eat like goats)' and quite frankly, the ridiculing has come mostly from my own countrymen and utter disbelief from Westerners who hail from a meat-eating culture and have had no exposure to other cultures. Thankfully, the internet has made the world smaller and the awareness towards vegetarianism is on the rise worldwide due to health concerns, spirituality, no cruelty to animals etc. Sree Maa's sense of humour weaved with Absolute Truth was a breath of fresh air💕
As i mentioned earlier, the FiT training has always been about Manan and Chintan. One such session was "to tune-in with QVSWPP, scan and assess where you are with the FiT programme and make a list of your own strengths and weaknesses" This was an exercise i wasn't able to complete properly as the old me had pretty much dissolved and the new me after transcendence hadn't settled fully. i still experienced myself in the transition phase and didn't do the exercise. i wasn't told off for it by Sree Maa or Shri Ji but was fully respected with time and space to integrate the shift🙏
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Thursday, 1 March 2018
Thursday, 25 January 2018
DFE, Pratyaksh pramana
i was also practicing hypnotherapy sessions in 2013/14. i had remembered Sree Maa's guidance in the Practitioner's training not to mix modalities. With one of my clients under hypnosis, a Dark Force Entity (DFE) surfaced up that was unwilling to leave. i had only dealt with entities and spirits and having a DFE surface up was a different ball game altogether.
For 45 mins i struggled, using every tool and technique in my kitty to make it go, but nothing was working. On the contrary, i was being heralded with abuses and threats by this DFE via the client. Can't deny i felt scared and the DFE tried to magnify the fear that i was feeling. It even told me not to look at my books for scripts to release DFE which i always kept by my side during a session to refer to. It was watching me through my client's third eye. It even tried bring out my own darkness by giving me a lecture that darkness is in everyone.
i finally threatened it back to shut up. Not knowing what to do further, i surrendered and silently shared QVSWPP with the client. Within 5 to 10 seconds, the DFE said it's leaving and to stop doing whatever i was doing. i was astounded and had a pratyaksh pramana (proof) of what had been the foremost nuance of QVSWPP, that anything lower in vibration than the mother of all energies, vibrations and frequencies, The QVSWPP, can not stay in IT's Presence. DFE of course had no chance and did not go to light but left the client to go to it's own realm. This incident was a huge turning point in the way i viewed things. Things that were bookish knowledge earlier were turning into experiences that my mind couldn't deny. What an experience and i felt supremely grateful to Sree Maa Shri Ji for gifting something superbly spectacular. Must confess felt a little stupid as well that it was less than a 10 seconds job for QVSWPP where i struggled for 45 mins. From that day on, my first session with all new hypnotherapy clients was a session of QVSWPP. Whether they liked it or not, believed it or not, this was my style of offering therapy, take it or leave it😝
The journey and the revelations that QVSWPP was weaving and the self realizations i was having were unique and remarkable. The doer had started relying a lot on QVSWPP which was a good sign as it was acting like a friend to the non-doer instead of an enemy.
What a practice ground Sree Maa Shri Ji had provided where without being told what to say or do, i had the freedom to draw my own conclusions from my experiences🙏 and yet Sree Maa Shri Ji were always available via emails, what's app to listen to my experiences and answer my questions 🙇❗
For 45 mins i struggled, using every tool and technique in my kitty to make it go, but nothing was working. On the contrary, i was being heralded with abuses and threats by this DFE via the client. Can't deny i felt scared and the DFE tried to magnify the fear that i was feeling. It even told me not to look at my books for scripts to release DFE which i always kept by my side during a session to refer to. It was watching me through my client's third eye. It even tried bring out my own darkness by giving me a lecture that darkness is in everyone.
i finally threatened it back to shut up. Not knowing what to do further, i surrendered and silently shared QVSWPP with the client. Within 5 to 10 seconds, the DFE said it's leaving and to stop doing whatever i was doing. i was astounded and had a pratyaksh pramana (proof) of what had been the foremost nuance of QVSWPP, that anything lower in vibration than the mother of all energies, vibrations and frequencies, The QVSWPP, can not stay in IT's Presence. DFE of course had no chance and did not go to light but left the client to go to it's own realm. This incident was a huge turning point in the way i viewed things. Things that were bookish knowledge earlier were turning into experiences that my mind couldn't deny. What an experience and i felt supremely grateful to Sree Maa Shri Ji for gifting something superbly spectacular. Must confess felt a little stupid as well that it was less than a 10 seconds job for QVSWPP where i struggled for 45 mins. From that day on, my first session with all new hypnotherapy clients was a session of QVSWPP. Whether they liked it or not, believed it or not, this was my style of offering therapy, take it or leave it😝
The journey and the revelations that QVSWPP was weaving and the self realizations i was having were unique and remarkable. The doer had started relying a lot on QVSWPP which was a good sign as it was acting like a friend to the non-doer instead of an enemy.
What a practice ground Sree Maa Shri Ji had provided where without being told what to say or do, i had the freedom to draw my own conclusions from my experiences🙏 and yet Sree Maa Shri Ji were always available via emails, what's app to listen to my experiences and answer my questions 🙇❗
Monday, 22 January 2018
Advent of Volunteering for Kosmic Fusion
i was very inspired by the Practitioner's workshop. It had given me a lot of insight into the nuances of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP). Sree Maa Shri Ji had asked us to do 20 healing sessions as case studies and doing those made me realize that QVSWPP worked at such a different level that was incomprehensible to the mind. Logic took a back seat and wonder was right at front. The knowingness that had come earlier on my spiritual journey started cementing that there is a greater force in this world in front of which i am as small as grain of sand. That greater force was live in my field as the QVSWPP, that which is All-Knowing and works at the level of my atma, not the desires and expectations of the doer!
Every time i shared a Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with QVSWPP, i felt my own healing occur simultaneously. i did experience a few ups and downs again when my own emotional garbage came up to the surface layer but the time taken to release it and bounce back to neutrality reduced significantly. Even though i never felt the QVSWPP when i shared, the feedback recipients gave was my validation that i was stepping-back and sharing correctly and that nulled the doubts my mind created. This was path breaking where in my non-doing, healing occurred not only for the recipient but for me too without any fodder for the healer's ego to crop up😃 Truly a remarkable practice ground for keeping the doer in check and a perfect antidote for healer's ego!
Within no time i had gained a lot of experience and the faith and trust grew naturally with each passing day and every session i shared. i was so impressed and wonderstruck with what Sree Maa Shri Ji had given that i unabashedly asked them again if i could be a part of the mission in any way knowing fully well that i knew nothing but Sree Maa Shri Ji were most welcoming. Thereafter, started my stint with volunteering for Kosmic Fusion.
Every time i shared a Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with QVSWPP, i felt my own healing occur simultaneously. i did experience a few ups and downs again when my own emotional garbage came up to the surface layer but the time taken to release it and bounce back to neutrality reduced significantly. Even though i never felt the QVSWPP when i shared, the feedback recipients gave was my validation that i was stepping-back and sharing correctly and that nulled the doubts my mind created. This was path breaking where in my non-doing, healing occurred not only for the recipient but for me too without any fodder for the healer's ego to crop up😃 Truly a remarkable practice ground for keeping the doer in check and a perfect antidote for healer's ego!
Within no time i had gained a lot of experience and the faith and trust grew naturally with each passing day and every session i shared. i was so impressed and wonderstruck with what Sree Maa Shri Ji had given that i unabashedly asked them again if i could be a part of the mission in any way knowing fully well that i knew nothing but Sree Maa Shri Ji were most welcoming. Thereafter, started my stint with volunteering for Kosmic Fusion.
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