My Response 1 : Former volunteers have described being struck, spat...?

My response to the ridiculous and derogatory questions of the journalists was one long email which i have published in 4 parts in my blog for ease in reading. 

Part 1

Jai Shree Swaminarayan_/\_

prAnAAm Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_

Shri Ji, kindly find all my answers to the questions/claims raised by the journalist with complete honesty, integrity and authenticity, the 3 core values always emphasized and abided by Sree Maa Shri Ji and followed by me as a FIT (facilitator in training) who is a sincere seeker on the Spiritual path and likes to be mentored by Souls who lead by example_/\_

Q) Former volunteers have described being struck, spat on or had their hair pulled during "reflection" sessions? 

Ans: i have been a volunteer since 2012, am still a volunteer and have NOT been touched by anyone in Kosmic Fusion at any phase of any Training offered by Sree Maa Shri Ji. i have honored the ethics of a volunteer, practitioner and integrity of a FIT where i have willingly and honestly looked at the shades of my small self.

The only time touching was permitted was when volunteers and practitioners did swap healing sessions with one another or with people who approached to receive a Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with QVSWPP from 2012 to mid 2016. i clearly recall telling Sree Maa Shri Ji that i feel uncomfortable giving sessions to men as it involved touching recipients' at chakra assemblage points and instead hover my hand in the auric field for them. Sree Maa Shri Ji had said it was perfectly fine as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) is supremely intelligent and will do what needs to be done for the recipient at a level he is ready. 

Even touching the recipient was made redundant while sharing the most Benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse from mid 2016 for complete energy hygiene of the recipient and the sharer, and most importantly ruling out the smallest fodder to the healer’s ego. When such high levels of ethics are being taught and practiced, what is the base for questions of being struck or hair being pulled?

As for being spat on, i only recall one incident where i sat next to Sree Maa Shri Ji at the 2015 Kawai Pura retreat on the dining table and a drop of saliva from Sree Maa Shri Ji’s mouth fell on me while answering a question i asked about tamas, rajas, satva. Sree Maa Shri Ji had apologized to me when i should have been the one apologizing for asking questions while Sree Maa Shri Ji was having lunch, as if the workshop hours weren’t enough. Since i don’t know the journalist as a person or his background, may i request ShriJi to kindly ask the journalist if he considers that being spat on? 

Oh wait! the descriptions are specific to “reflection” sessions. Almost all of my “reflection” sessions have been done on my own in the company of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP), my 24 by 7 friend, in the privacy of my room by my self.

Akarmi deh, Samdarshi

The new me that hadn't settled in Transcendence finally emerged in the Akarmi deh initiation😍This initiation was the culmination of what i had been experiencing since the start of 2015. My old self completely took a back seat and Niranjana, the akarmi entirely took birth with the Akarmi deh initiation.  This was a colossal gift from Sree Maa Shri Ji where effortlessly the akarmi came forward. Had an inner knowingness that what required consistent awareness and effort earlier was now going to be the way of life.

After the initiation, i felt revived and fully ready to accept the new name that i had given consent for before the Retreat. Sree Maa had written down all the names on the board, and we all tried guessing our own names. i related with quite a few surprisingly and loved my new name chosen by Sree Maa. Niranjana means pure and untainted, without any falsehood🙏 All the names were attributes of the non-doer. Every time we took each others' akarmi names, we were reminding ourselves of the unchanging attributes of the akarmi. For instance, Archita means one who has surrendered to God. Every time i called her by that name, i was reminding myself that the akarmi is always surrendered to God. Every time i called Mala, it reminded that all akarmis are connected with one another with the common string Sree Maa Shri Ji and together we all resembled a beautiful garland spreading the fragrance of love, the QVSWPP. How absolutely beautiful!💖 atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏

Embodying the akarta - akarmi was ultimate for me. i felt i had reached the pinnacle of what would have taken me aeons to achieve. Sree Maa Shri Ji, being the ultimate embodiment of love and grace, showered yet another blessing of Samdarshi, the cherry on the cake.

Samdarshi loosely means 'like God' With this initiation, we were given the blessing to not look at the Absolute from the outside but carry IT within us. This was SreeMaaShriJi honouring us. Sree Maa introduced the concept of Nar and Narayan, where Nar carries an aspect of Narayan. In practical life, with this beautiful initiation, none of us would receive any mirrors from outside, but Sree Maa Shri Ji and fellow FiTs would be our only mirrors. No more lessons would be taught by anyone. Sree Maa Shri Ji would teach the last few remaining lessons of the jivatma (incarnational soul) gently and with love🙏🙏🙏 atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for such ultimate Grace.

As i look back and reflect, one of my biggest mistakes and contribution towards the failure of FiT programme, enabling the narcissists and victimising Sree Maa Shri Ji was the faulty application and understanding of the Samdarshi initiation. Will write about my reflections on this in detail soon.

Meeting Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, FiT Trial intake

i volunteered in various expos, events and stands in Australia that Shri Ji organized whenever i visited Australia. The crux was always silently sharing QVSWPP. This is how i met other 5D++ Pulsars who had been given a chance to volunteer as well. i first met Siann Matharu/Simran and Ellia Jutte/Ekta in Dec 2012 and Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, Clarito Parsons/Hanuman and many other volunteers in 2013 in one of these expos. Sree Maa encouraged us to talk whatever we had understood about QVSWPP. Based on whatever little we spoke, Sree Maa gave inputs and further insights in the intricacies of QVSWPP. The whole experience was most dynamic and experiential, a practical training ground for unlearning, learning,'stepping-back' and realizing.

Since so many volunteers showed keen interest to volunteer and asked questions to understand the hows and the whys and the whats about QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated the Facilitator's in Training (FiT) Programme. The pre-requisite was a letter written to Sree Maa about 'Why you believe you are ready to facilitate and how are you going to serve Kosmic Fusion mission?'

i was unable to attend the 2013 FiT trial intake ceremony due to my work schedule but Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated me remotely and allowed to volunteer. i was touched by the understanding, acceptance and trust Sree Maa Shri Ji kept.

i started organizing meet-up meditation evenings with Archita in Dubai as part of the FiT Trial. i was very happy and a little scared to have been given a platform to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion without any formal training but learnt through my experiences that the more i remained 'stepped-back', the more effortlessly everything fell into place. Wow, Sree Maa Shri Ji had gifted the QVSWPP that was a most loving refined silent guide. SreeMaaShriJi never interfered in how we conducted the meet-up evenings trusting us fully that we were sharing the QVSWPP silently.

Advent of Volunteering for Kosmic Fusion

i was very inspired by the Practitioner's workshop. It had given me a lot of insight into the nuances of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP). Sree Maa Shri Ji had asked us to do 20 healing sessions as case studies and doing those made me realize that QVSWPP worked at such a different level that was incomprehensible to the mind. Logic took a back seat and wonder was right at front. The knowingness that had come earlier on my spiritual journey started cementing that there is a greater force in this world in front of which i am as small as grain of sand. That greater force was live in my field as the QVSWPP, that which is All-Knowing and works at the level of my atma, not the desires and expectations of the doer!

Every time i shared a Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with QVSWPP, i felt my own healing occur simultaneously. i did experience a few ups and downs again when my own emotional garbage came up to the surface layer but the time taken to release it and bounce back to neutrality reduced significantly. Even though i never felt the QVSWPP when i shared, the feedback recipients gave was my validation that i was stepping-back and sharing correctly and that nulled the doubts my mind created. This was path breaking where in my non-doing, healing occurred not only for the recipient but for me too without any fodder for the healer's ego to crop up😃 Truly a remarkable practice ground for keeping the doer in check and a perfect antidote for healer's ego! 

Within no time i had gained a lot of experience and the faith and trust grew naturally with each passing day and every session i shared. i was so impressed and wonderstruck with what Sree Maa Shri Ji had given that i unabashedly asked them again if i could be a part of the mission in any way knowing fully well that i knew nothing but Sree Maa Shri Ji were most welcoming. Thereafter, started my stint with volunteering for Kosmic Fusion.