self/Self/SELF

Early 2014, Sree Maa introduced the concept of self/Self/SELF and introduced the greeting 'Om Sai Brahman' that all FiTs used with one another. It became increasingly evident that it was the small self, my own ego that was my biggest road block in realizing the Self and that the FiT trial was a practical training ground about becoming aware of these shades and moving past them with the help of QVSWPP, my 24 by 7 companion graciously gifted by Sree Maa Shri Ji. i was very aware that Sree Maa had taken a big risk as conflicts and discordancy between FiTs had already emerged due to reacting egos in 2013 itself. Remember reading an email where Sree Maa had clearly spelt out that each one's raging ego is everyone's individual responsibility.

Sree Maa was most gracious to allow all FiTs to sit for the 2 days online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshops to observe and learn and get accustomed to the online software that was used but all FiTs had to log out for the 0 session and then log back again. It was crystal clear from the start that no-one could and would be trained for removing the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids. It was only Sree Maa Shri Ji who would be doing that. 

It is one such online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshop in Oct 2014 where my mum and dad, and my brother chose to their process and i felt elated that everyone in my small little family had been gifted with this most precious gift by Sree Maa Shri Ji. That was the day i felt the undertones of energetic discordancy in my family smoothen out in the times to follow. i also felt that whatever my family had done for me, i had completed my responsibility towards them by being the saadhan (medium) and nimmit (cause) to introduce them to Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. i experienced an enormous inner relief that QVSWPP would now take care of them just like IT was constantly taking care of me since 2012. The inner worry that i had that 'i was sitting so far from them and if anything untoward was to happen, i wouldn't be there' dissipated fully. Wherever life took each of us from now on is best for our atma. QVSWPP, the All-Knowing and most benevolent Signature would take care of them exactly how IT was taking care of me. Atyant AbhAr SreeMaaShriJi for bringing such supreme Grace to everyone in my family_/\_

This was also the workshop after which my interactions with Valarie Rosemary Fernandes/Virali increased as she came to attend this workshop from my place. Archita, i and Virali were awesome threesome in Dubai :-)

i was very fortunate to travel to New Zealand every now and then. On one such occasion in Feb 2014, i was most fortunate to attend a Kosmic Tribe get-together in Auckland and meet 5D++ Pulsars in New Zealand. i first met Ritu Bhargava/Nandini, Orja, Renee Ryder/Renu, Devi and many more for the first time here. i was more focussed on Sree Maa though. Once again i witnessed how Iphiginie Amoutzias interjected Sree Maa with unnecessary questions. Nonetheless, the discourse was instrumental in me wanting to be with Sree Maa and understand more. This was the first time Sree Maa revealed that there was no difference between Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse and Sree Maa Shri Ji, IT is their Original consciousness. 

Sree Maa was an exceptional mentor and i couldn't believe my good fortune that i had managed to attract Sree Maa Shri Ji in my life. It felt that all the effort i had put on my spiritual path, Sree Maa Shri Ji was the fruition of it🙏🙇

Volunteering and realizations in FiT Trial

i realized in the very early stages of FiT trial that it wasn't as much about organizing events for Kosmic Fusion and spreading the word but more a practical field for all FiTs to practice 'stepping-back' and witness how effortlessly QVSWPP manifested things beyond the mind's capacity to understand. Most FiTs realized how the doer stepped in and reacted with others' doers and required constant commitment, effort and awareness to remain in the non-doer zone. There were many online training calls held for all FiTs by Sree Maa. This is how all FiTs started interacting as all of us were based in different parts of the world. Sree Maa put every effort, time and energy to bring all volunteers together and operate in oneness despite diverse cultural and spiritual beliefs and practices. No one was discriminated against and the main focus was QVSWPP, non-doer and understanding IT’s nuances

Training was quite unprecedented that was done on whats app group chats, online meetings and by watching video recordings of Sree Maa's training and discourses previously given. I AM Series and Kosmic Absolute were some that i saw videos of. Sree Maa gave a brilliant discourse on 'Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives' and told me that the discourse applied to me. It gave me a great understanding of what i had experienced for a really long time and my love, faith and respect increased at how tuned in Sree Maa was with my soul and the inner questioning of my antahkaran.

TranScEnDeNcE 8-12 Workshop via webinar in April 2013 was where i understood well that non-doer was the basis for transcending the small self. Many initiations were done and blessings showered energetically by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji like the Sree-Chakra Grid initiation in June 2013. i was also very fortunate to receive 2 soul mapping sessions from Sree Maa. The first one in Sep 2013 was interactive where Sree Maa gave insights into the soul's reason for birth, purpose in this lifetime, personality ray, monadic ray etc. Some of it corroborated with what i had already realized under self-hypnosis and practice hypnotherapy sessions that i was pursuing alongside, some, life experiences had already taught me and some guidance was absolutely new and revealing. Sree Maa was truly an exceptional soul. 
The second soul mapping in 2014 was a silent one as i really had no questions and in full trust i allowed the session to unfold energetically. 

Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji for never breaking my trust and for guiding me selflessly towards my True Soul💕🙏🙇

Meeting Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, FiT Trial intake

i volunteered in various expos, events and stands in Australia that Shri Ji organized whenever i visited Australia. The crux was always silently sharing QVSWPP. This is how i met other 5D++ Pulsars who had been given a chance to volunteer as well. i first met Siann Matharu/Simran and Ellia Jutte/Ekta in Dec 2012 and Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, Clarito Parsons/Hanuman and many other volunteers in 2013 in one of these expos. Sree Maa encouraged us to talk whatever we had understood about QVSWPP. Based on whatever little we spoke, Sree Maa gave inputs and further insights in the intricacies of QVSWPP. The whole experience was most dynamic and experiential, a practical training ground for unlearning, learning,'stepping-back' and realizing.

Since so many volunteers showed keen interest to volunteer and asked questions to understand the hows and the whys and the whats about QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated the Facilitator's in Training (FiT) Programme. The pre-requisite was a letter written to Sree Maa about 'Why you believe you are ready to facilitate and how are you going to serve Kosmic Fusion mission?'

i was unable to attend the 2013 FiT trial intake ceremony due to my work schedule but Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated me remotely and allowed to volunteer. i was touched by the understanding, acceptance and trust Sree Maa Shri Ji kept.

i started organizing meet-up meditation evenings with Archita in Dubai as part of the FiT Trial. i was very happy and a little scared to have been given a platform to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion without any formal training but learnt through my experiences that the more i remained 'stepped-back', the more effortlessly everything fell into place. Wow, Sree Maa Shri Ji had gifted the QVSWPP that was a most loving refined silent guide. SreeMaaShriJi never interfered in how we conducted the meet-up evenings trusting us fully that we were sharing the QVSWPP silently.